virtual funeral!
Attend my
VRCHAT is a desktop and virtual reality conversation game/community that allows users to choose from thousands of avatars (inadvertently curing dysphoria for a lot of folks), and to go to any world you could imagine. This allows people to gather online through different experiences, and bond through a VR headset or through your computer.
I pick this “venue” because anyone from any location who has access to their own personal computer can join. The download of vrchat takes less than 5 minutes, and is pretty straight forward. It also makes it more real when there are people around you that are moving heir hands and legs around as your host will be. The host of the ceremony will be Argo aka Paul Loomis. He is my closest VR friend, and will be the master of the ceremony.
I will write in present tense because I am still alive writing this, but whatever yknow?
I fantasize about death a lot, probably a little bit too much, but for me, I just think about a contingency plan so I can have everything in order for when I do die. I think about it a lot because I have been hit/run-over by a truck and had a few near death experiences that I know I could die at any day, any age. I wanna be ready for it when it comes. When i mean ready, I mean I want my things to be in order, my money, my outfit during my irl (in real life) funeral, the atire people wear, my thoughts and opinions I want shared, etc etc.
I fantasize about death a lot, probably a little bit too much, but for me, I just think about a contingency plan so I can have everything in order for when I do die. I think about it a lot because I have been hit/run-over by a truck and had a few near death experiences that I know I could die at any day, any age. I wanna be ready for it when it comes. When i mean ready, I mean I want my things to be in order, my money, my outfit during my irl (in real life) funeral, the atire people wear, my thoughts and opinions I want shared, etc etc.
I fantasize about death a lot, probably a little bit too much, but for me, I just think about a contingency plan so I can have everything in order for when I do die. I think about it a lot because I have been hit/run-over by a truck and had a few near death experiences that I know I could die at any day, any age. I wanna be ready for it when it comes. When i mean ready, I mean I want my things to be in order, my money, my outfit during my irl (in real life) funeral, the atire people wear, my thoughts and opinions I want shared, etc etc.
Fuck having a funeral.
By no means do i want people crying when i die, I mean I know ur gonna do it but still. I want my “funeral” to be a celebration of life, and rather than being sad and soppy, be grateful and silly. Laugh with each other about the times you had. Talk about things that i said and things that I did. Share your love for me, rather than your sadness of my passing. I might be leaving this body, but I am not leaving this earth. I am not leaving you, I will forever stay with you, the memories we make together will last.
Pictures I want on the stand. You better not put some wack ass picture of me that’s weird. like don’t photoshop my acne out or anything, unless its real bad.